Life: A Beautiful lie yet a Great Adventure….

We are all traveling through life searching for something. For some, its the meaning of life; why are we here?? Some are searching for themselves, and where they belong in this life. Some are searching for fame, and the need for others to know who they are. Some are searching for money and the “stuff” of life. Some are searching for something, but truly are not sure what they are really searching for! Our focus and what our hearts desire, will determine what we are searching for.

Whenever I think of my past I always feel like I have been a slave to unknown dictator. I have done things that I wasn’t supposed to do, made decisions that are not supposed to be made, trust people that aren’t be trusted and blah! Blah!! Blah!!!. In summary, I feel like someone out there is watching my every moves and making me do what S/He wants to do. Anyway lets not scramble over my past and just focus on today. It’s been quite a time I stopped writing. Its not because I don’t have time but its because I was not free, I had been a slave to unknown. But finally after almost one year I am trying to put my words together. I am sure I can make my mind ease off.

Last week I got chance to be a part of a adventure with my fellow friends. I thought I could reveal myself to the nature and understand the true meaning of life but its so freaking complicated, I guess I still need to find it and understand it. Starting from Kathmandu I headed to the unknown place with my four fellow friends. It had been a while I haven’t been on a trip like that but this was the time to do whatever I wanted to do, understand the nature and meaning of life and go wild in the wild. By the noon of the starting day I was at the condition where the true part of me was coming up. I got chance to feel the majestic beauty of nature. At the moment, I could feel the blossom of the plant around me, whistling of the wind kissing my face, birds singing and enjoying my company ( I Guess :P). I am unable to put the beauty of what  I saw there in words together but understand it, with good companion comes great moment and I did have four companions in a place like that. Though, by the end of day it was so cold. I was way back of my schedule and the destination was way ahead of me. I thought we could pace up in the night but  I couldn’t pace up. May be something wanted me to feel the dark part of that beautiful life. The night started with the rattling sound of Leopard and the glow of the day was stolen from me in the very moment. There was dark everywhere. That’s when I realized the beauty of that place was hidden somewhere by themselves. It was not intentional but we live in a world where there are two types of LOG where positive and negative part of LOG have to interchange the beauty of that place equally. In the day I could feel the beauty of that place and in the dark I could feel the beast part of it. I kept thinking about life and tried to understand the true meaning but I got blinded by the chaos of civilization I live in. May be its because of that but still I have to be free. I had to make myself free from this chaotic civilization so I just looked up in the sky and saw the stars staring at me with the smiling glance and letting me that Freedom comes with the cost. I thought to myself, whatever that cost is I am gonna let myself free. Finally crawling in the dark, I reached to the village where I could do bit rest with my friends and wait for tomorrow coz the big day was coming and I was desperately waiting for that.

The big day arrive like a finale. I could see it in the sunrise and the environment around me. Everything seemed so perfect. with the sun’s first ray striking in the snow white Himalayas I Could feel the Heaven. OHH!! It was so perfect. I felt blessed to be part of it. From now on I have no complain with anyone, I am lucky to be part of it. As freedom is seldom but it is achieved only with a great cost. You only have to pursue along the way with your best.

Insane Toker

 

Heart Swelling

 

Tearing tranquility to pieces

Cutting calmness to shreds

Attacks my thought with teaches

Making myself fall down each step. 😦

 

I hold my pride ness with a lot care

Acting unknown of the cruel world’s snare

Knocks the subconscious one, It’s not the way

It will do nothing but leave you waiting one day. 😦 😦

 

Sadness crawls through the filth dark

Even if it’s me who wears a gloomy bark

I sit the way that inscribes my fall

While concuss one keeps wearing opaque shawl. 😦 😦 😦

 

Through the deepest love within me

Wails a roaring voice and I ll make them see

Again and again the voice keeps wailing

And it’s thyself which has made the HEART SWELLING. 😦 😦 😦 😦

This poem is originally created by one of my Friend Mr. Pankaj.

When I was A Boy!!!!!

This is about the boy who says when I became a boy, i will do this n this and i will be happy. And when he became a boy he says, when i finish college and do this and this and i will be happy. And when he finishes college he says, when i get my 1st job and do this and this and i will be happy. And when he gets his 1st job, he says when i get married i will do this and this and i will be happy. And when he gets married, he says when the kids gets out of school i will do this and this and i will be happy. And when kids gets out of school, he says when i retire and do this and this, i will be happy. And when he retire what does he see? He see life has just gone by in-front of his exes.

Jay Nepal!!!!!…

Jay Nepal!!!!!

पहाड पखेरा हरियाली िहमाल 
पर्भुले बास गरेको ठाऊ भन्न रुचाऊछु 
ताल पोखरी, नदीहरुको देश । !!!!!
बनाऊनेछ तलाई अवशेस
चाहे त ईउरोप अम्रीका बोला 
तलाई काफी छ एउटै बागमती खोला
आई लाग्ने माथी जाई लाग्ने बानी 
रातो र चन््द्र सुर्य ॹङ्गी िनशानी ।
बेलायत त भागे त के चिज होस र,
लाटो सम्झेर भुल नगर् 
धेरै छन यहा हस्ति
तेसैले त बनेको छ यो पागल बस्ती।।।।।

Extracted from Facebook Group #PagalBasti
Originated by: Surviving Poison

Last Words From A Dying Creature

A short and Inspiring post about the Human decendents from one of my friend.

И®B

Hi… This is me. I don’t know what name you’ve given to me. I don’t even give a fuck about that. FYI, these are my last words.  Right now one human is taking my picture and another one is standing behind with a Fly Swatter on his hand, ready to kill me. I’ve never harmed anyone in my life, I love to fly, and I’m an extraordinary jumper. I don’t have any idea how horrible or cute I look, it really doesn’t matters to me, but I guess it matters to you humans. If I was a butterfly, they would gently let me know go outside the window. But I’m not a butterfly and waiting for that one shot and then my game is over. Goodbye all, kill me, feel good, stay safe, and have fun.

CHAO!

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Happiness is so divine!!

Actually this poem was not written by me. I found it on internet and this poem is so exiting. It gives me hope and get me even more high. With all the credit from the original writer, I am posting this. I hope you d like it.
For more info. on Authors pls visit http://www.everypoet.net/poetry/blogs/demetrio

 

moking a blunt rolling a joint
Doing this shit is what i enjoy
Getting a fix from a nickel or dime
Already rolled up it’s time to get high
My legs are dead my body is real numbed
I’m trying really hard to reach the tip of my tongue
It slowly comes in then my head is gone
As I slowly take hits from the bong
It frees my spirit and opens my mind
It leaves my worries, depression, and problems behind
I feel like a butterfly because I feel like I’m free
Why do I only feel like this when I smoke on this weed?
I want to feel like this all of the damn time
But I can’t, so I must go out and get high
I hypnotized my body and give pleasure to my mind
Out her arms go and into her world she takes me inside
When I’m in this trip I know it’s going to last sometime
People think that I’m mindless and would say that I’m blind
Well I don’t care because I do what I got to do just to get by
Besides the life I trip on just so happens to be mine!
The power that this herb holds is so divine
And these are the symptoms that I feel on the inside
But be warned you smoke it once you will try it twice
Foolish person this is no game
Because when you smoke it, you are no longer the same
But why can’t anyone just let me be me?
What can I say?
I love smoking weed

LOVE ENDED BEFORE IT GET STARTED

With the beat my words just flow,
love was a game that i didnt know,
Different words just plays through my mind,
coz past has just started being rewind,
we both were in love only i was a blind,
may be i was wrong about love is divine,
we used to say i am yours and you are mine,
now i found out its just a waste of my time,
let me hit you with my words i call it a rhyme,
BITCH!!!!!i am doing good and i am fine,

i was alwayZ there for you when you needed help up,
even though i didn’t found a spark of ur love,
i thought we were working out together,
BITCH!!!u shouted saying never getting back together,
i dont know what were wrong between you and me,
u kicked back on me,
u made my knee to the ground,
when i look up i didnt find u around,
u told me you were closer to spacebound,
SO……
u moved on,
for a days i felt like where the fuck u have gone,
day and night u made me thinking what were wrong,

FINALLY,,,,,,,,
i hold my breath,
took a step ahead,
i would have loved my dog than u bitch instead,
you are stuck in my fucking forehead,
i was loyal to u.I swear,
still remember u came out of no where,
now,,u just vanished,
you may be happy now,
wish your life turns out harder than a shit of cow,
what?????am i meany now,
you kicked me when i was down,
yes you have earned bitches crown,
you will just be new in town,
this rap shit is my own,

GUESS WHAT????
I am wide awake,
your love was fucking fake,
that i hate,
i am nothing but a broken hearted,
love ended before it started,
you gave me nothing but the pain,
you made me go insane,
FUCK them who told there was a chemistry between you and i,
you got rid of me not even saying a good bie,
who cares if this shit dont hit,
this is the words that i spit,
these are the words that i feel,
u acted lake a bitch thats for real,

you never gonna get my trust again,
yeah..love was a fucking game,
you proved it,
lastly F**K it..

© Basant and Sagesh Puri

UNANTICIPATED ANTICIPATION

THIS WAS THE TIME IN MY EARLY 20’S
ANTICIPATING TO ACHIEVE THE BOLD SUCCESS
EXTREME THROUGH MY EYES AND HEART I USED TO LOVE SOMEONE
BUT I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE DECIEVED LIKE THAT ONE

SOPHISTICATED WAS MY LIFE SEEKING FOR PEACE AND HONOR
EVERYTIME I TRIED TO ABDICATE THIS HYPNOTISED OFFER
I RATHER TRIED HARD SO MANY TIMES BUT I NEVER SUCCEED
WORTHLESS WAS MY LIFE THAN I EVER ASPIRED

WHEN I MET HER THAT I WAS MY FIRST TIME
OFTEN SAID FIRST TIME THE FRUSTRATING TIME
I FELT AS IF IT WAS FOR ONLY OTHERS BUT IT WAS ALSO FOR MINE
I STARE MYSELF AT THE WINDOW SOMETIME

SEEMS ERRONEOUS THAT I WAS DEPICTING MY PORTRAIT
NEVERTHELESS THAT WAS THE GREATEST REGRET
FEELING REGRET AND GUILT TOWARDS THE PAST DAYS
DOESN’T MATTER IT WON’T LET ME AGAIN

STILL I THINK I COULD ACHIEVE MORE
BUT HOW COULD I? AS I USED TO PUFF CIGARATTES AND WEEDS MORE
CONTARY AND PARADOX THAT BEST RE-DEFINES MY STATUS
SOMETIMES OFTEN LEAVES A CHOICE TO BECOME GARRULOUS

AGGRAVATED WITH A DESIRE TO MAKE SOMETHING IMPOSSIBLE
NO WONDER IT WAS NOT SO PRUDENT TO HANDLE
I WOULD LIKE TO ADMIT THAT I COULD EVEN ENDURE MORE
CAN VERDICT MY OWN LIFE BEYOND MENTOR

The Ultimate Bond Between Teacher and Students

Evaluation of the teachers is what determines the student accomplishments. The aspirations of the student can be explored only if they can verdict the qualities of their mentor. Good students always tend to evaluate the teachers to conceal their own future. What is worth more important evaluation of the mentor/studying into the best universities? Certainly my answer would be more compatible with the first option a wise evaluation.

Studying in the best universities doesn’t count at all what counts is the prudent evaluation of the mentor. What is proportional about the evaluation is what student wants to study too. We should always try to find out the possible drawbacks of our teacher because it is probably the best way of enduring the knowledge. The best evaluation reveals the student capability to exaggerate the course which might enables them to be best in every aspect. A best way of knowing the character of a teacher is what seems to be more plausible. If not knowing the properties of teacher might create halt for the students in achieving their destiny.

The situation would be rather bizarre and complicated if the student fails to inspect the characters of teacher and it might create several afflictions. It might be so serious enough that they can create barrier for students to handle the situation. Even the single issue might create the seemingly implausible situation. Being innocent about the characters of the teachers might be so serious for the students to tackle with the mere challenges that are obvious to occult. Having an idea about how to understand the psychology of the mentor would probably help us to succeed.

Furthermore every student need to inspect the character of the teachers and as the reliable evaluation leads the students to succeed and makes the student to be more ambitious. So it would be rather better to take reliable decision than that of the gaining the knowledge from the best universities.

Nepal’s Statement in the High Level Segment of COP 17

“There is a need for a stronger political commitment beyond narrow short term interest, we should not let our people down”, Hon. Environment Minister Hemraj Tater, Government of Nepal stressed in his statement in high level segment of the UN climate change conference (COP 17/CMP 7) in Durban, South Africa on December 7, 2011.

In his statement, Minister Tater expressed his solidarity to the statements made by the Argentina on behalf of G77 & China and Gambia on behalf of the LDCs. He highlighted the principle of equity, justice and global solidarity for the survival and well beings of the most vulnerable people. The major agendas that Nepal laid emphasis on the high level segments are

1. Implementation of the outcomes from Bali and Cancun climate conference
2. Substantial progress on Adaptation, Mitigation, Finance, Technology transfer and development and capacity build-up
3. Second commitment period of the Kyoto Protocol to limit the global temperature rise below 1.5° C
4. Operationalisation of the  Cancun Adaptation Framework, Technology Mechanism and Green Climate Fund with due priority to LDCs under the authority and guidance of COP
5. Replenishment of the LDCF and other climate change funds with easy and fast access to NAPA implementation and preparation and implementation of NAPs
6. Consider REDD + and CDM as important instrument for sustainable development and poverty reduction
7. Simplify and make specific rules and procedure on CDM to the LDCs

Hon. Minister stated that “despite our limited capabilities, we have recognized adaptation as a National Survival Strategy to protect our people, livelihood and ecosystems”. He committed to begun to develop the urgent and immediate adaptation actions within NAPA with 80 % of the budget channelled to the local level in keeping with the National Framework on Local Adaptation Programme of Action (LAPA). The minister also commits to promote the clean and renewable energy development path to reduce the green house gases emission.

He also reminds the initiation of the Mountain Initiative by Nepal in Copenhagen on 2009.  Issues of declining snow cover and retreating glacier in the mountain and vulnerability of the poor people residing in mountainous areas was given major emphasis in the statement. To highlight the agenda of mountain and develop the cooperation among the mountainous country, the Government of Nepal also organized a side event in COP 17 on December 5 with representation from many countries.

In his concluding remarks, the minister urged that “there must be shift from the pledge-based approach to a result based approach”.

 

–          By Dipesh Chapagain, Durban, South Africa